man. maths was freaking tough.
I PRAY I DIDNT FLUNK IT.
i told mumma about the story of the "one-eyed" mum.
i told her halfway and i started to cry.
how lame is that? like..
you havent even finish the story and you cry first.
that is as bad as charmaine's "laugh at your own joke even before you finish the joke."
haha.
lols. i am so tired.
and man, i'm sick too. i can feel it.
a fever coming up on me.
GREAT.
nothing to say already.
okay. maybe except that the fact that.
my sister, weiyi, has officially become a pai ka.
pai shi di yi sheng and ka shi di yi sheng.
haha. pai ka = handicap. hahaha.
man. who needs hug? if you need hugs, can order from me (((:
HURHUR.
BYE PEEPS :D
My mom only had one eye.
I hated her... she was such an embarrassment...
She cooked for students & teachers...to support the family.
There was one occasion during elementary school and my mom came.
I was so embarrassed. How could she do this to me?
I threw her a hateful look and ran out.
The next day at school...
"Your mom only has one eye?!?!"...eeeee said a friend.
I wished my mom would just disappear from this world.
So I said to my mom, "Mom... Why don't you have the other eye?!
If you're only going to make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?!!!"
My mom did not respond...
I guess I felt a little bad, but at the same time, it felt good to think that I had
said what I'd wanted to say all this time...
Maybe it was! because my mom hadn't punished me,
but I didn't think that I had hurt her feelings very badly.
That night...
I woke up, and went to the kitchen to get a glass of water.
My mom was crying there, so quietly,
as if she was afraid that she might wake me.
I took a look at her, and then turned away.
Because of the thing I had said to her earlier,
there was something pinching at me in the corner of my heart.
Even so, I hated my mother who was crying out of her one eye.
So I told myself that I would grow up and become successful.
Then I studied real hard.
I left my mother and went to
Then, I got married. I bought a house of my own.
Then I had kids, too...
Now I'm living happily as a successful man.
I like it here because it's a place that doesn't remind me of my mom.
This happiness was getting bigger and bigger, when...
What?! Who's this?!
It was my mother...Still with her one eye.
I felt as if the whole sky was falling apart on me.
Even my children ran away, scared of my mom's eye.
And I asked her, "Who are you?!" "I don't know you!!!"
as if trying to make that real.
I screamed at her, "How dare you come to my house
and scare my children!!"
GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!"
And to this, my mother quietly answered,
"Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address,"
and she disappeared out of sight.
Thank goodness...
She doesn't recognize me. I was quite relieved.
I told myself that I wasn't going to care,
Or think about this for the rest of my life.
Then a wave of relief came upon me...
One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house in
So, lying to my wife that I was going on a business trip, I went.
After the reunion, I went down to the old shack,
that I used to call a house... Just out of curiosity
There, I found my mother fallen on the cold ground.
But I did not shed a single tear.
She had a piece of paper in her hand....It was a letter to me.
"My son...
I think my life has been long enough now...
And... I wont visit
But would it be too much to ask if I wanted you
to come visit me once in a while? I miss you so much..
And I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.
But I decided not to go to the school.
For you......And.....
I'm sorry that I only have one eye, and I was an embarrassment for you.
You see, when you were very little, you got into an accident,
and lost your eye.
As a mom, I couldn't stand watching you
having to grow up with only one eye...
So I gave you mine...
I was so proud of my son that was seeing a whole
new world for me, in my place, with that eye.
I was never upset at you for anything you did..
The couple times that you were angry with me..
I thought to myself, 'It's because he loves me..'
My son... Oh, my son... "
great. this is freaking touching. and obviously i cried. its so touching la. can you possibly be so inhuman as in to not cry. nowadays, i often break down cause of all the pressure and stuff. mumma keep pressurising me. i guess all she wanted was the best from me. sorry mumma. i'll try my best. you know your parents would do anything just to take the pain and everything for you.so cherish your parents okay. even if you think they are really unreasonable and all. just think about it.
ALLTHEY WANTED WAS THE BEST FOR YOU.
I BLOGGGGGGG.
hahaha.
in school now. argh. got back my progress report.
SUCKS LA. gotta buck up. study hard.
ME -> STUPIDEST OF CWN.
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH`
so sad )):
owells. really need to start studying. i also screwed up that SMALL test that PANGtuality gave.
WHAT THE HELL.
man.
NOTE TO SELF: stupid freak LIN WEIHUI. can you please friggin start studying. SLACKER. you dun even study for test. where happen to the "I will study hard and glorify God." thingy? man. use you brain. God gave you brains to study. not to leave it there to rot right. STUDY LA PIG.
man. i am fierce to myself. okay. i'm lame. im talking to myself? WEIRDD.
anyways. PIGS ARE CUTE.
okay. CN wanna leave liao.
GOTTA LEAVE ! bye ! ((:
PS: i was going out with CN and we were at the bugis arcade. and there was these guys. -.- hahaha. BLACK SHIRT -> CUTE :D
((((x
okay. my sausage egg muffin aint here ! )):
hmmm. this is fish fillet ! not my muffin )):
oh. so thiam siang is the one who took it. argh.stupid pig. steal my egg muffin.BASH YOU UP THEN YOU KNOW.
YAY. perfect once again ((:
WOW. ALEX's FOOD. he sure has a BEEEEEG appetite.
THATS ALL FOR NOW (:
FRIENDS FOREVER.
THIS DAY.
WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN !
AHHHH !
HAPPINESS !
okay. mayb amazing race was fun.but i guess i still kinda sad.
sigh. mayb i made the wrong choice coming to tkg.
screwing up people's friendships.
sorry that i landed in 2e9.
i am really sorry.
i truly am. you know something, even if you dislike me, or hate me.
you will always be one of the greatest friend i have ever had.
it had never came across my head that, i am hurting you.
sorry for stealing.
i'll try to stop hanging out with them.
really. cause i really want you to be happy.
as i said.
you sad, i sad. you happy, i happy.
remember the chopsticks?
when one is alone, like now.
you will feel frustrated and sad.
thats me and you now.
so, i really want you to be happy. really.
sorry for hurting you so much.
no matter what, you will be my friend forever.
and dun worry.
i dun blame. thats natural. i would probably be much worse if i were you.
well. i guess thats all? yeah.
anywyas bye.
haha. no training ! WHOOTS.
in the computer lab now with charmaine and suzanna.
nothing to do.
so BLOG LOR.
haha. anyways, next week is pilot pen :D
i get to see noriko and cherie ! (:
haha. and also, there is class bonding next week.
might not b able to make it due to competition )):
but owells.
nothing much to say leh.
EXCEPT THAT.
erm.
MDM RAUDAH, MRS PANG, MDM SEAH AND MRS WILLIAM.. SUCKS.
AND THAT.
MRS TAUFIQ AND MDM AZIAN ROCK.
okay. thats all. buhbye (:
gave up everything for me.
Suffered at the hands of those You had created.
You took away my guilt and shame,
When You died and rose again.
Now today You reign,
And heaven and earth exalt You.
I really want to worship You my Lord,
You have won my heart and I am Yours.
Forever and ever, I will love You.
You are the only one who died for me,
Gave Your life to set me free.
So I lift my voice to You in adoration.
Jesus, thank you for dying for me. Sorry for falling from You. Sorry for compromising to the devil. I will be ready now. If the devil is going to come and attack me, let him come. I know i will not be defeated because Your blood and mercy is over me. Now, I surrender myself to You Lord. You paid the price for me at calvary. And I will pay the price for Your glory. I will go all out for You and You alone. God You reign over all worldly things. I love you Jesus.
i am in a bad mood because i ran like shit today.
only 800m and i wanna vomit already??
nearly fainted too. so shit la.
only 3 months never run wad.
WATEVER.
anyways. huang !
thanks for helping me throw my vomit away -.-
haha. thanks la.
sorry 2e9.
i thought i could do better.
sorry if i let you guys down. )):
updating also.
i am partnering jingying for wee kim wee and cheers competition.
its gonna b weird -.-
haha. but we will get use to it wan la.
haha.
I WANNA TRY PARTNERING CHELSEA -.-
hahah.
okay. thanks all. buhbye. (:
-JACE.
takkaire of yourself. cheer up yeah? love you JACE ! darlings for ever? ((:
I am Lin Weihui and I love my school.
I detest badminton but somehow I still stick with it because of my team.
I do the stupidest things and take the retardest photos.
I love chocolates and I eat them almost every single day.
I think I love everyone in the whole wide world.
I shop alot, and I admit I'll just die without shopping.
I am really petty and I'll flare up and throw tantrums over the slightest things.
Oh yes, you're gonna die a horrible death at midnight sharp if you don't remember my name.
